How I motivate myself

As a start, I feel that myself have no confident, no braveness, and the biggest prob. is too shy (maybe extremely shy). But its all are normal things like people says NOBODY's PERFECT (Yup! I have to agree that). Sometimes I can't control myself to be a normal when talking infront of too many people (adrenaline rush and my heart is racing). Even all the people is my friends that I know for many years. I ALWAYS ASK MYSELF.."IF YOU KEEP THIS ATTITUDE IN YOUR LIFE, HOW CAN YOU MOVE ON, HOW YOUR FUTURE WILL BE??" by questioning like that, I trying to motivated myself. (Of course!! its really hard. but its all about our lives and future..so you have to sacrifice) 

To get the confidence and the braveness, YES!! I admit that I do a lot things that can bring benefits to myself. I read a book how to motivate our selves. But PLEASE!! don't be like me, I always read the book but read without any action is meaningless in your lives. So I think I should throw the book away..*sigh~~.

But at that time too, my campus had organise a selection day (a party that vote for the president in the campus). When see all the nomination, yup!! all of the faces have a characteristic to lead the campus. Before the voting opened, they will have a talk first to show their leadership for us and to convince us how they will lead the campus if they had been choose by us. When they started to give a speech..all people in the hall started to scream (like being heated)..the way they speak is really IMPRESSIVE!! I have to give 2 thumbs up!! just look at them, they are really brave and really high confidence.. (just I imagine, I can be like them of course I will be happy! course no more the anxiety that locked in myself)

After that, in my class, I'll try to do my best and not be too scared when talking in front of many people (in my mind I setted up that all of them will not eat me, but just try to take all the critics and better from all the critics). So, in my class presentation I'm really happy that I do better than many years ago.. haha!! PROUD OF MYSELF..!! and Lastly be yourself..

I wish I can be like that picture..all it shows the braveness and the confidence..also it shows how strong he is and very ambitious ( thumbs up) :)