Music

Seriously, I love to play music instruments. Instruments that I always play are keyboard and guitar. To me, both the instruments are really fun to play. I started to play a guitar since I was 12 years old. Yeah! it kind really hard for the first time to play, but my passion and my spirit will always move me to learn more about the instrument. I always watch my brother play his guitar, and he inspired me. I started to play fluently only in 1month. I'm very happy with that and always spend my time to play the guitar and its too noisy but fun (hahahaha!! my sister always mad at me).

I start to play a keyboard since I am 17years old. I know its too old for me to play the keyboard coz i see all people start to play piano since they were young (but its never to late to learn something new so don't feel embarrass). But for me, its really hard to get a keyboard. I started to ask my parents to buy me a set of keyboard but they told me, I have to give something to them before I got a new keyboard. Which I have to get better result in my PMR exam and enter pure science stream class (and I deal with it). I study really hard, maybe hard (hahaha!!) but I only focus on Mathematics and Science subjects only (because if I got A's in these subject I will automatically enter the science stream class). Thank God!! I got 2 A's 4 B's 1 C. And the A's were Maths and Science. I got C in Geography. I told my parents that I had been choose to enter the PURE SCIENCE STREAM class. They look happy and so I am too (even though my results were not too perfect but at least I done it using all my hard works and my brain) and at that time I wait they bought me a set of keyboard. BUT~~~~ they postpone it (WHAT!! Okay~~ I need some explanation) my mother said "I know if you got the keyboard you will not concentrate on your studies so~~ you will get the keyboard after you finish your SPM". Okay and that I have too be more patience.. 

And finally I finish my SPM and I got a better result too but not really better but at least I do with all my hard works and using my own brain. I got 2A's 4B's 4C's (Thank God! I can further my study in matriculation, nasib la!). And I got my keyboard on new year eve. I'm sooo happy with it.. THANKS TO MY PARENTS!! so I got a keyboard but no one teach me and I decided to learn by my self. I watch youtube, download music sheet and at there I started to play fluently (even I'm not pro enough yet) and I playing the keyboard until now..I have to admit I'm addicted with it.. hahaha!!

When playing all the music instruments, I really can release my stress, pressure!! and spend my time on these two instrument, makes me feel free and calm. and listening to the music, Yup! I agree it also the one way to release your stress, pressure. One more thing, the best thing when come to music is you can imagine your selves play on that musics!! that is the best thing in my life.. course music brings you to a fairytale :)

  

Imagine with music

How I motivate myself

As a start, I feel that myself have no confident, no braveness, and the biggest prob. is too shy (maybe extremely shy). But its all are normal things like people says NOBODY's PERFECT (Yup! I have to agree that). Sometimes I can't control myself to be a normal when talking infront of too many people (adrenaline rush and my heart is racing). Even all the people is my friends that I know for many years. I ALWAYS ASK MYSELF.."IF YOU KEEP THIS ATTITUDE IN YOUR LIFE, HOW CAN YOU MOVE ON, HOW YOUR FUTURE WILL BE??" by questioning like that, I trying to motivated myself. (Of course!! its really hard. but its all about our lives and future..so you have to sacrifice) 

To get the confidence and the braveness, YES!! I admit that I do a lot things that can bring benefits to myself. I read a book how to motivate our selves. But PLEASE!! don't be like me, I always read the book but read without any action is meaningless in your lives. So I think I should throw the book away..*sigh~~.

But at that time too, my campus had organise a selection day (a party that vote for the president in the campus). When see all the nomination, yup!! all of the faces have a characteristic to lead the campus. Before the voting opened, they will have a talk first to show their leadership for us and to convince us how they will lead the campus if they had been choose by us. When they started to give a speech..all people in the hall started to scream (like being heated)..the way they speak is really IMPRESSIVE!! I have to give 2 thumbs up!! just look at them, they are really brave and really high confidence.. (just I imagine, I can be like them of course I will be happy! course no more the anxiety that locked in myself)

After that, in my class, I'll try to do my best and not be too scared when talking in front of many people (in my mind I setted up that all of them will not eat me, but just try to take all the critics and better from all the critics). So, in my class presentation I'm really happy that I do better than many years ago.. haha!! PROUD OF MYSELF..!! and Lastly be yourself..

I wish I can be like that picture..all it shows the braveness and the confidence..also it shows how strong he is and very ambitious ( thumbs up) :)